| i needed family |
[May. 24th, 2004|05:28 pm] |
so yea catch up im leagal now
me and cara are better, maybe even great
might not graduate
band is kinda on hold but summer is right around the way
steve got a new car
went to mexico
went to prom as peter yea thats right peter pan oh and vall was tink
been kinda down in the dumps i really want to get this band going but no one seems to into it well they do but we always end up smoking you know.
i love cara and really need her around alot...... alot alot alot i hope she knows i love her.and miss her...
so i partied with rick alot and missed alot of school might not graduate well see wat happens with our fingers crossed tight.
finsh later... |
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| at tatis.... |
[May. 24th, 2004|05:24 pm] |
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are you ready here it come oh thank you tati much love thanx for chilling with me, it must be done again. |
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| i wish my hair was died |
[May. 11th, 2004|11:36 am] |
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so yea ive been very bored lately i feel very antsy this happens more often than id like chris stephanie is soooooooooooo hot we gota steal pauline and bring steph well tear up the town and pain the rubble red mexico is almost here and so is NFG cara doesnt hate me ......thank you for your time |
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| OMG |
[May. 8th, 2004|04:06 pm] |
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so much went on and i forgot most of what i was gonna post so fuck it any way im here at chris' and i have infinteinternet and im so bored ive checked my mail 7 times save me. |
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| wow |
[May. 6th, 2004|07:34 am] |
just wow is all i can say i wish i went to a real school life seems so much better.
chris your friends are so hot i want to go to a real school |
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| im sorry im not more interesting |
[Apr. 30th, 2004|11:03 am] |
so yea cara hates me now
i bet i made you cry and i apologize
i never meant for this
i did it for me i needed to get out
thats no excuse i know but its the best i got
i know it wasnt and probably wont ever be enough
im sorry....
so yea fuck prozac jsut take a little new found glory |
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| somebody stop me somebody stop me please... |
[Apr. 30th, 2004|10:59 am] |
ok so yea ive been doing nothing hangning out with steve
im scared nothing will happen
im scared ill live at home and jsut got to work and become nothing
im scared that im not scared enought to care
ive tried these lines one to many times .....sorry im in love with this |
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| *cracks knuckles* |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|12:00 am] |
so yea been a while i feel i should post
getting better at the gee tar
dont know how im doing at school
dont know who like me (read replies)
steve is killing the songs
he never played bass but hes learning to play bass as hes learning the songs much props
i need a friend i dont care about or one who i coulsnt care about anymore than i already do
my fuse is feeding quick...
like your burning out...
and your holding on tight...
would you splinter your skin...
or ash away. |
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| its over |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|03:58 am] |
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3 years and running my love affair with cara is through i thought it was worth it but she didnt if change couldnt fix this nothing could so like i said "this isnt good bye this is good riddance" |
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[Apr. 19th, 2004|12:02 pm] |
"Kind Of Perfect"
can i just be something
somewhere in your room
that you wont notice
maybe ill be paper
or books thrown on your floor
move me when you want to
ill live where you put me
in your VCR
if i become a cassete
or on top of your computer
if thats where i would fit
then so be it
but things cant be perfect
all the time
that i know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
i will not say one word
ill just hang around
i wont annoy you at all
when you move out ill stay
until im thrown away
but then it wont matter
things cant be perfect
all the time
that i know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
because
things cant be perfect
all the time
that i know
sometimes we just have to let somethings go
i promise to stop now
to stop now
i promse to stop now
to stop now
but things cant be perfect
all the time
that i know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
things cant be perfect
all the time
that i know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
letting go is my life
ill be on my way
this song rules |
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| still not ready... |
[Mar. 30th, 2004|09:38 am] |
yea still lazy. so heres the low down
i dont remeber where i left off so lets just go from where i remember
thursday was my friday no school on friday
drive to lancaster and miss
end at kern river
stupid off ramps
stupid mapquest
venue change
end at a mexican restraunt slash mexican burger joint
get opur passes to the show
me and mohawk roadie chill and party all night
heard the whole new senses fail cd (its out in may)it was ehh
show was sick
fuck allister nice weirdos
saw the gorgeous girl fromt he star 9 skate shope show
she sat in my car wit her friends
took patty home kern river to mission veijo(long ass drive 3 hours)
slept over
drove home
dropped off mohawk
went to work mohawk too
got out early from work
picked up chris and mohawk
got home recorded new song(acoustic)
it was sick
saturday leave chris at home to record
go to work
get out early
stuck it to my bosses try to fire me go ahead
hate work ive seen what more there could be
picked up jon mohawk chris
went to the show got our tickets and watched the show a again
hung out with joe (singer of hidden in plain veiw)
met richard and stefanie
introduced myself to richard
talked to joe about the biz
hopefully making some connections
took tati to party they didnt so i took them home from ricks it sucked the party was so great i was told
slept over
and went home recorded all day cleaned up trashed house
went to show took chris home cuz we couldnt get it
came backi partied with steve and slept then drove home
joe was mad i didnt call him
didnt go to school hung out with mohawk (too tired)
bought some band stuff
(strings picks and bass cab)
the cab is so sick i love it the band thing might be comming together
maybe not but its fun
cara i ve got something to send you i hope youlike it
please post responds
sawwwooooopppppp!!!!. |
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| i need to be happy |
[Mar. 22nd, 2004|12:06 am] |
im really lazy ill update soon i hope sorry butyea in case i cant remeber heres what happened
no tattoos
jon and tonys birthday
show
party with punks
party with preps
sleep overs with girls
cars messing up
tires slashed
bands at parties ... |
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| catch up if you can |
[Mar. 15th, 2004|11:56 am] |
so its been a while heres the re cap rick gets back we party alot i like his family and friends his sister dated steve from NFG steve sux he cheated on patty we get lost looking for home town friend torpy it takes us 45 minutes of being lost to find LAX i see where seth lives he lives around where i grew up on verdugo.any wqay we partied and i drove home with rick after they came to see a movie at workand we see a car on fire on the free way we talk about life family and girls ricks a freind and im happy he told me to hate you but i cant.... so the next morning were ghetting ready to leave on tour and rick takes some cds to sell along the way but instead decides to give them away to hot girls he trys to give one away but she was a bitch at the AmPm any way were on our way and we hang out at targert for a while and then in old town covina then i drop them off ill see them later on this month on the allister HIPV tour.
got a letter from cara and were both thinking and i am in love but past beleifs and stories have made it hard to get to the future but i love her.
hate work need to play shows had one practice for one song battle of the bands at chris's school friday wish us luck itll be a sight to see i need to learn how to play the song.
looking for a new job planning to move out in a month or two.
valls birthday bash saw every one i miss every one im going to miss vall more than i can take its like losing a limb....god help me |
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| only if |
[Mar. 12th, 2004|10:41 pm] |
for sure ill do what ever it takes to be with you thats what being in love means so what ever you want what ever it takes this is how i reply i apologize
youd understand if you got the letter |
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| im drowning in being nervous |
[Mar. 12th, 2004|09:47 pm] |
kill me quick itll be for the better
i hope im who you thought you needed
i read your letter and id be lying if i said
i didnt want to bleed for you for ever
will it be best to cut our losses
or gain nothing worth keeping
ill try
you hope
i think we know
i think we hope i know
ill try
i will itll be for good
if you are for me....
im sorry if this doesnt make senses you didnt get the letter |
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| heres the happeneing |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|11:04 am] |
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so yea ricks back in town he got back from tour in europe two nights ago gonna go see him on saturday and sunday hopefully hell bring my blazer and his ps2 any way made our first t-shirt it looks rad entitlerd some dreams never die ill post a pic soon .please comment what your feeling i need to know about you just form me not for them. erikas evil need a new job |
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| I told myself never again |
[Mar. 1st, 2004|11:51 am] |
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| | trying to block out janison parker it just hurts to much | ] |
I hate the way every jamison parker song makes me miss you more than I care to. The realization of the truth has hurt me more than you could have dreamed. I always knew you would break me but I never dreamt it would be like this.I bet you tell yourself you never meant it as well... |
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